If I’d known it was the end, that you were going to walk out my door for the last time, I probably would have kissed you between every word. I probably would have told you that you were the best thing in my world. I probably would have smiled at you, instead of looked away. Now I’m just missing you, thinking of all those things I should have done.

There is nothing more courageous than taking the first step in the other direction, but there is nothing more damning than realizing that it has only taken you further away from your heart.

Only they can see where this is going to end
They all think I’m crazy, but to me it’s perfect sense
My mates are all there, trying to calm me down
‘cause I’m shouting your name all over time
I know that if I go there now, I can change your mind - turn it all around,
Now I know that I’m drunk, but I’ll say the words
And you’ll listen this time - even though I stutter
Dial the number, try to talk to you, but all I hear is nothing. 

Somewhere, down the road, we’ll all be upset about what we’ve done. We’ll all look back and think that we should have known better and that we should have listened to the people who loved us. 

Right now, I’ve been placed at a fork in the road. No, not a fork. The fork. That decision that people say will change you for good. To stay and love, or to go and live? There is no guarantee of getting it all, so what is the thing that’s worth ensuring? 

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Queen of (K)nots

(Source: janellemnicole)